Today was a much better day.

Too tired to think. I somehow managed to have bad anxiety while half-sleeping last night...dreaming about having panic attacks and then waking up to a panic attack.
All.night.long.

New focus: sleeping and eating.
As much as possible.
Emphasis on the eating.
Lots and lots of eating.
I've pretty much gotten over the fear of any food that could make me barf.
Because that's always the best food.
Also, getting kind of used to the barfing. Just a part of life.

Princess Pants talked to Pretty about her boy issues today.
And it was the goddamn funniest thing I've seen in quite awhile.

Unexpected good mood. Gonna try to make it last. My lover is HOME and this is all I need. Ice cream, movies, early bedtime- perfect ending to this day.