Maybe getting a little excited about the wedding again. Starting to regain focus of the why and not so much the how.
Plus, a candlelit ceremony with our closest family and friends? Does it get any better than that?

Work has been so overwhelming lately. Like, never getting around to my ever-increasing pile of paperwork, forgetting to eat lunch, poppin' Klonopin like candy, overwhelmed. Again, I should be offered more money. I should be offered sainthood, but I'll accept higher financial aid if that's all ya got.

Just want to write and make my jewelry and be left alone for awhile. Maybe catch up on some sleep. Call those friends I've neglected for the past year.

Two and a half weeks.  Two and a half weeks. Two and a half weeks.
Wyoming. Wyoming. Wyoming.

It's almost my birthday. I keep forgetting about that because I'm so focused on other things. Well, that and who gives a shit about turning 25? Woohoo lower car insurance! Maybe I'll get gifts...really needing some assistance so I can be pretty, happy, and slightly less in debt. I can see this as a reason to look forward to the anniversary of the day I was sliced out of my mother's uterus. Sorry for the visual. I was a C-Section baby because I was upside-down. Of course I was. I've been difficult and stubborn since the womb.

I have fallen asleep at 7:30 for the past two nights. Waste of my free time? Why yes, yes it is. At least today I fell asleep after some serious self pampering and receiving a full-body massage from Pretty. I can get pretty demanding when I feel the need to be taken care of. "Why is it that I spend my whole goddamn life taking care of everyone else and no one ever gives a f*ck about what I want?!" Frequent complaint these last few weeks. Need a social work vay-cay.

I had real, intelligent, big-girl thoughts to share, but can's seem to recall what they were...

Until next time.