Lie in the sound

It's raining.
And I am cold.

I may or may not have an interview for a graduate program (I may or may not have applied to) tomorrow.
I'm afraid of failure. Especially of the public sort. I'm slightly more than hesitant to share such news with the world around me, because I don't want anyone to know if I fail. Because people talk. Constantly. And it's rarely ever nice.

I'd like very much to have my own black hole to crawl into when I know that people are talking about me. Even good things, sometimes. I just don't like it. I'm shy and the idea of this happening makes me nauseous. Just leave me alone, mmkay?

So, as of now, it will be vague thoughts only. That is all I can stomach at this exact moment in time. Deal with it?

Oh, and Pretty got into Pharmacy School. It's no big deal...yes it is. It's a HUGE deal. We're pretty excited about it.